Happy Birthday To Me

Lord God, thank You for giving me another year. Thank You for the wonderful people around me. I thank You for giving me a life and for placing me here in the Philippines, in the specific place I belong. Thank You for giving me a complete family I appreciate so much and for the weird friends I love. Thank You for the knowledge and the skills. THANK YOU FOR ALL OF ME AND FOR ALL WHO COMPLETE ME. ♥

I wish for myself a good health and a longer life. For this day, I wish not just for myself but for everyone. I pray for those who are unfortunately unlucky. I wish for peace in this world. AMEN.

PS. I AM SO CONTENTED WITH ALL I HAVE.

Disappointment Strikes

I just feel disappointed by myself. Yes, some say I have a nice singing voice but I just can’t believe it because I know in myself that I do not.

What do I lack? Does it mean that maybe I just don’t fit to high-pitched songs? . .  and I was designed for low-pitched . . ? But I don’t like ‘em. :/

I entered the world of music when I was 5 years old I think or younger than that. I started to sing a lot of songs and mostly those sung by Sarah Geronimo, the one I idolize for maybe a decade now.

A lot of people say I have a nice future and I do sing from the bottom of my heart. Our neighborhood praises me as well as others who are afar.

Until now, I sing — with an impossible dream, maybe? . . that someday, I’d meet Sarah and other celebrities, I’d be popular and be known maybe nationwide — worldwide, who knows? . . that when I finish my studies, I’d enter the world of show business, and that’s what I think I have been dreaming since.

Too impossible, right?

Singing is my passion. Dancing is another. Musical instruments? Still. They’re all under MUSIC.

In general, MUSIC IS WHAT REALLY MAKES ME WHO I AM AND I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT IT.

So there are songs I’ve been loving now and I just want to sing them but I can’t. They’re too high for me maybe? And they’re making me sick. I am so frustrated.

Do You Remember?

Since I graduated from elementary, I and my best friend lived our precious lives apart, physically, socially and emotionally. A new set of people have had part of our lives while an old group of people have left and had to make a new start.

“THE ONLY CONSTANT IN THIS WORLD IS CHANGE.”

Month of December last year, our batch reunited. And I say it is inevitable to feel and see some changes.

None between the two of us acted the way we were before. Yeah, we talked but differently and awkwardly like we haven’t knew each other for years and it’s just strange. Is it just me or we’re both shy?

Last month, we hanged out  for the second time and I can say there’s an improvement.

Earlier this month, we went to a friend’s house for his birthday party and I am happy that inch by inch we’re moving backwards, we’re improving, we enjoy each other’s company and of course, we have shared about few things like real best friends do.

CURIOSITY IS JUST RISING UP ON ME.

I want but I can’t and I shouldn’t.

Every time I look at her or maybe interact with her, the BIG QUESTION is always being asked by my mind.

DO YOU REMEMBER?

DO YOU REMEMBER THAT I WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND?

. . . that some days before when we luckily don’t have classes, I go to your house, we eat our lunch together and play kid stuffs there, and some times you go to our house, we play there and there was a time that we were lying on a bed, reading a story alternately, then later I have slept because I was sick and you just slept beside me then after when we woke up, your legs were on top of me and I could hardly move and I really didn’t move until you woke up.

It’s funny that I am melodramatic here reminiscing our memories while maybe you, you don’t.

Well I don’t really wish to have what we had before back because I understand that this is life and this is what we’ll be throughout. But I’d like to.

Even though we are in a situation like this, I don’t regret or blame anything for this because I am just so lucky and special for having my new team who loves me like the way I love them and I treasure them so much up to the deepest crust of the ocean.

Fun For Today 3

The first segment of the film introduces the protagonists, a woman named Su Jin and a man named Chul Soo. The movie highlights their accidental meeting, followed by their subsequent courting despite the social standings that should have kept them apart. Kim Su-Jin is a 27-year-old fashion designer, spurned by her lover, a colleague who was also a married man. Depressed, she goes to a convenience store, where she bumps into a tall, handsome man with whom she has a slight misunderstanding. Following that, she returns home and, receiving her father’s forgiveness, decides to start life afresh.

One day while accompanying her father, who is the head of a construction site, she coincidentally meets the man whom she earlier bumped into at the convenience store. He is Choi Chul-Soo, the construction site’s foreman who is aiming to become an architect. Chul-Soo may appear like a rough and dirty construction worker initially, but exudes sheer masculinity in its most basic physical form. Su-Jin instantly takes a liking to Chul-Soo and in what is a refreshing change, actively courts him. There are many sweet events that take place in the occurrence of their courtship, eventually leading to their marriage.

The second segment follows the couple settling into married life. Su-Jin learns to be a housewife as her husband cares for her. As the segment progresses however, Su-jin begins to display forgetfulness, including an incident in which a fire breaks out because of a forgotten stove. While Chul Soo caught the fire in time, the seriousness of the incident and others like it draw them to seek medical help.

The third segment involves the revelation of Alzheimer’s disease and the couple’s consequent response to it. Su Jin is heavily burdened by the knowledge that she will forget her husband and hides it from him until he seeks advice from the doctor himself. Despite the disease, they make the commitment to stay together and as the disease progresses, the trials the couple go through increase because of Su Jin’s consistent loss of memory.

The fourth segment reveals Su-jin in the final stages of the disease and the grief Chul Soo experiences because of it. Yet he remains beside her, despite her lost memory, hiding his eyes behind sunglasses when he visits her so she can’t see his tears. The end of the movie finishes off with Chul Soo replaying the first time they met in the convenience store with all her friends and family there. In the final scene, Su-jin is riding beside her husband in the car in the sunset, and he can finally tell her, “I love you.”

Ohyeah~ My heart really hurts . . have cried for about a river. . </3

Fun For Yesterday

Okay, so I have watched this movie yesterday and I was supposed to blog this yesterday, but due to some important appointments (charut) and also the power interruption, I wasn’t able to do it. So this movie was my FUN FOR YESTERDAY.

Boeun (Moon Geun Young) is an ordinary 15-year-old high school girl who worries about grades and has a crush on her school’s baseball team ace, Jungwoo. One day, Boeun’s grandfather orders her to marry Sangmin (Kim Rae Won) because of a pact he made with Sangmin’s grandfather during the Korean War. Despite the grandchildren’s opposition, they are forced to marry because of Boeun’s grandfather’s strong influence. However later on in the story,it is revealed that Sangmin actually loves Boeun. Boeun’s undercover married life begins: She pretends that she doesn’t have a husband and starts dating Jungwoo. Boeun believes that she can manage both men and live a double life. Everything goes smoothly until Sangmin visits Boeun’s school as a student teacher. From here, their relationship begins to grow. Soon later after an accident, Boeun’s family comes to know about Jungwoo. After talking to her mother Boeun finally realizes that she loves Sangmin. At the school festival she breaks up with Jungwoo and tells her feelings to Sangmin in front of the whole school.

Actually, I repeated the part of the movie where their relationship was revealed during their school’s festival for about many times. They’re just so cute. ^_________^ ♥

Fun For Today 2

        Another two movies for this day )

This movie is entitled “Always (Only You)”.

Cheol-min, a man with a dark, mysterious past, gets hired at a part-time night job as a parking lot attendant. He sits in the tiny pay booth in the parking lot and stares at the small television. A woman named Jung-hwa walks into the booth. She offers something to Cheol-min and sits next to him. Cheol-min realizes the woman is blind and she is confusing him for the parking attendant who worked there previously.

Nevertheless, the woman comes back on another night to watch the same television drama. She constantly asks Cheol-min questions on what is happening on the television screen. Cheol-min starts becoming attached to the woman. Their past is tied by a life-altering incident.

One day, Cheol-min accompanies Jung-hwa to a musical. Afterwards they have dinner together. Jung-hwa asks about Cheol-min’s past. Cheol-min ruthlessly berates Jung-hwa for asking about his past. Their relationship becomes strained.

Several days later when Jung-hwa’s boss follows her home and tries to sexually assault her, Cheol-min busts through the door. He beats up Jung-hwa’s boss savagely and attempts to comfort Jung-hwa. They move in together and start to live as a couple. But can their happiness last?

Another is “First Kiss”. A Thai movie.

A 25 year old woman and a high school boy accidentally share a kiss on a bus. He then becomes infatuated by her even though she ignores his advances. Things hot up when her first love re-enters her life. This encourages the high school boy to try even harder to win her heart.

    Waaaaaaaah! This is Pichasini Tanwiboon, a Thai.

    HE IS MY FICTIONAL BOYFRIEND ON A FICTIONAL WORLD. ♥♥♥

     Now don’t you dare seduce him or else. . . yeah you know it.

     

    Okeeh? Gnight. )

Fun for Today

So, I have just watched two movies this day as a result of boredom. Actually, I never downloaded because I didn’t plan to watch any. It was my sister. So, I just tried to watch these to make myself somewhat happy, haha.

This movie is entitled, “100 Days with Mr. Arrogant”.

After being dumped by her boyfriend just before their 100 day anniversary, Ha-Young (Ha Ji-Won) meets a college guy named Hyung-Joon when she kicks a can that accidentally hits him in the face and causes him to scratch his Lexus. He demands she pay him $3000 on the spot. She escapes from him, leaving her wallet behind.

Hyung-Joon stalks her, demanding money to pay for his car. Since she is a poor high school student Hyung-Joon writes up a “Enslavement Agreement” for Ha-Young in order to pay for the damage to his car. Ha-Young is thrown into a nightmarish slave life for 100 days, running his errands, i.e.: cleaning his house, carrying his shopping, and cleaning his car.

By accident she finds out that the damage to Hyung-Joon’s car that’s only $10! She then takes her revenge. However, before she knows it Hyung-Joon shows up at her house as her new tutor! He once again takes advantage of her, but soon Ha-Young finds herself falling head over heels for Hyung-Joon. But what happens when he drops out of her life just when she needs him most?

The original Korean title can be literally translated as “my love, the asshole,” or, more roughly, as “my love, the no-manners”.

[en.wikipedia.org]

Nam is a girl who is secretly attracted to P’Shone (many people pronounced it as Shone), her senior at school. However, she feels that Shone is too good-looking for her. Instead, Nam and her three friends turn to the help from the book ‘Nine Recipes of Love’, which is believed to have a magical power to win affection from the boy of choice. Nam’s father works in the States to support his family and promises to Nam and her younger sister that he will send a plane ticket for the US to whichever one of them earn the first place in school. Nam misses her father and is determined to study hard to raise her grade.

Nam and her friends are denied by the Thai dance club after picking a fight with Faye, a pretty girl at school. They instead join the English Drama club headed by Teacher Inn, where Nam is chosen to play Snow White in the school drama, Snow White, during the school fair. Shone is also helping the Drama club as a stage painter. After the drama, Nam becomes popular among the boys at school. Nam also tries to change her appearances by wearing contact lens, braces, and whitening her skin. Her look improves dramatically. She is also chosen as a drum major of the school parade, while Shone joins the soccer team as a striker.

During the second year of the story, Shone’s childhood friend, Top, joins the school. He immediately likes Nam and some days later, he confesses his love to Nam. She is shocked and does not answer to avoid the risk of hurting Shone’s best friend, Top. Top takes her silence as an acceptance. Next morning, Top asks Nam to go to the football match to see Shone play. After the match, Shone tells Nam that he wishes that he had a girlfriend, much to Nam’s shock. They are interrupted by Top before Nam can say anything back. At the birthday night party of Ake, one of their friends, Top and Shone share a story where both liked the same girl and after that experience, they say that they have promised to never to fall in love with the same girl again. During a dance, Top kisses Nam’s cheek, making her uncomfortable. That night, Nam breaks up with him. A heartbroken Top asks Shone to promise never to pursue Nam because he wouldn’t be able to see his best friend with the girl he loves. Shone acknowledges his friendship to Top by promising to do so.

Three years have passed by since the beginning of her story. Nam secures the first position in her exam, which means she will get to stay with her father in the States. Nam and her friend finally realizes that the book did not do much help and decides to use the 10th recipe: Direct confession. On the closing of the school year, Nam finally confesses to Shone, only to find out that she is too late. Shone is already going out with Pin, his classmate. That night, Shone comes home to find out that he is accepted into a trainee program in a professional soccer team, and has to leave for the camp the following morning. He goes into his room and takes out a diary. That diary contains all of Nam’s photos. Shone has always loved Nam but never managed to pluck up enough courage to tell her. Shone leaves his diary in front of Nam’s house.

Nine years later, Nam is a successful fashion designer who recently came back from the States and is asked to appear in a variety show. Shone is now a professional photographer. In that variety show, Nam and Shone reunite.

[en.wikipedia.org]

So, I cried for the two movies. HAHAHA. Anyways, gnight buddies ♥